Hi guys.. seriously, what do you think of me? Today, i am very depressed, or rather disappointed.. Am I someone that people can just slap me in the face, push my head, use a file to whack my head, command me around and mess with my hair?? jonathan use a file to whack me and push my head, philip slap me in the face and mess with my hair, krystal commanded me to do things.. she did not even said please.. when she want me to do things.. PICK IT UP!! FASTER!!.. i said.. i did not owe u anything.. can u be more polite?? There's no need to be polite to u this kind of inmature people.. when i heard that.. my feeling is like choking by doughnut.. i have always been so lonely.. no one cares about me.. i am scared.. but i need to hid it under a happy face.. whats this??!! All this doesn't matter anymore.. by now you should understand that whats done cannot be undone.. to you.. enough is never enough.. i thought we were so called "friends".. but friend does not mean tolerating.. why i am feeling that way.. Needless to say, I know no one give a damn about me.. can you tell.. I am actually crying when i wrote this.. Shao Qi is dead.. forever dead.. the class hated me.. I know you hated me too.. Si Xuan.. I am sorry.. for wad ever i have done.. i hope my sin will be forgiven.. to all whom i have offended..